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Find Your Home

by Wildfyre

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1.
Jealousy 03:41
And all your jealousy, Did I do something wrong you see? And all your jealousy, Took someone close to me. I choose to walk the path I'm on, to live my life and to write these songs, you choose to walk the path your on, carrying hate for what was pure all along, And all your jealousy, Turns the purest, cages the free! And all your jealousy, Will corrupt what was meant to be! I only carried love for you, Seven years that we've been through, You only took out of your fear, When once you had all that was dear, And all your jealousy, Made you believe in fallacies! And all your jealousy, Twisted, manipulated, reality! I once told you all of my sins, But tell me, were you ever my friend? You've taken till my heart wore thin, Even before all of this could begin. And all your jealousy, Don't mean a damn thing to me! And all your jealousy, Showed the parts of you I couldn't see! All your jealousy (jealousy), All your jealousy (jealousy), And all your jealousy, Don't mean a damn thing to me! And all your jealousy, Showed the parts of you I couldn't see! All your jealousy (jealousy), All your jealousy (jealousy), Jealousy...
2.
Got this girl I used to talk to, But not since we've been through, And it only took her one day, To move onto someone new, We don't want conflict resolution, Because we might actually find a solution, So we make up our own little narrative, Never questioning how we live, We can't change how things went, It's bad timing now spent, But I'll put it to you like this! Since you left me, on my own, Well I don't feel, so alone, Girl I hope that, your heart, Finally finds it's home, No, no, no, no Find your home! No, no, no, no Find your home! I'm a judgmental asshole, Because I said what no one else would, And you're just a spoiled child, Who was in it to take what she could, We both know that that ain't the truth, But we're afraid that that shows weakness, I can say as a matter of fact, It takes strength to finally say this, We can't change how things went, It's bad timing now spent, But I'll put it to you like this! Since you left me, on my own, Well I don't feel, so alone, Girl I hope that, your heart, Finally finds it's home, No, no, no, no Find your home! No, no, no, no Find your home! What if all we have, Is this one night, tonight? What if all we got, Is this one life, to make it right? And I'm not mad, hey, But I got something to say, Give your love away, And watch it come back one day... Since you left me, on my own, (girl you left me!) Well I don't feel, so alone, Girl I hope that, your heart, (I hope your heart!) Finally finds it's home, Since you left me, on my own, Well I don't feel, so alone, Girl I hope that, your heart, Finally finds it's home, I think I realize now, that you were just hurting And you were scared. I just wish you wouldn't have hurt me, Because I feel used right now. No, no, no, no Find your home! No, no, no, no Find your home! Find your home.
3.
A.A. 01:46
We were all friends, when this began, I was never the type to say, something just to fit in, You were driving round, on a night like this, A couple bottles in the car, putting lives at risk, And I begged you, please don't do this again, But I never thought that you'd, get under my skin, Flash forward, a couple of weeks, It's three in the morning, and your lying in the road, In my arms, when the cops finally showed, They said you should thank me, because I was a true friend, Well you thanked me, By fucking my best friend.... Find your home.
4.
Made to Roam 04:16
She said! "Be my dog, and I'll give you a bone, You can use these arms, as your home." Honey these feet were, made to roam, All your arms ever did, was make me feel, Alone... Alone... I walked out the door, Keys in my hand, Mind telling me stay, Still trying to understand, And over the hills, I watched the crescent moon fall, I recounted your words, How they made me feel small, And this ones for me, It's time I started to see, Noooooo! She said! "Be my dog, and I'll give you a bone, You can use these arms, as your home." Honey these feet were, made to roam, All your arms ever did, was make me feel, Alone! Alone! And the road gets long, But I won't stray from the path, I keep my feet in front of me, Still running from your wrath And I miss the comforts, Of our home, But I know I'm better, On my own, And this ones for me, It's time I started to see, Noooooo! She said! "Be my dog, and I'll give you a bone, You can use these arms, as your home." Honey these feet were, made to roam, All your arms ever did, was make me feel, Alone! Alone! And bands of gold, and wedding lace, Don't mean a thing, when I've seen your place, All you want, is to have control, All I want, is to be equal, Yep, you know how it goes. This is what she said Be my dog, be my dog! Be my dog, and I'll give you a bone! "Be my dog, and I'll gibe you a bone, (Be my dog, be my dog!) You can use these arms, as your home." (Be my dog, and I'll give you a bone!) Well honey these feet were, made to roam (Be my dog, be my dog!) All your arms ever did, was make me feel... (Be my dog, and I'll give you a bone!) Be my dog, Be my dog
5.
I hope one day, that you know, About my feelings for you, I hope one day, we can laugh, About things we never knew, But! I'm a little nervous, Under the surface, Got this anxiety, Can't let my mind go, (You can do it!) I'm in love with the thought of, Being in love with you, So I chase these dreams, Even though they're few, I'm in love with the thought of, Being in love with you, I don't want to wake up, Till my dreams come true, So in love, with the thought of love, So in love, with the thought of love, I hope one day, I overcome, The fears of my past, I hope one day, I can show you, That true love will last, But? I'm a little nervous, Under the surface, Got this anxiety, Can't let my mind go, (You can do it!) I'm in love with the thought of, Being in love with you, So I chase these dreams, Even though they're few, I'm in love with the thought of, Being in love with you, I don't want to wake up, Till my dreams come true, So in love, with the thought of love, So in love, with the thought of love, We can dance the night away, Under oaks in a meadow of grass, Wish on the falling stars, That what we have will last, And when our hair is grey, And our skin has become old, We can tell our grandchildren, The stories we were once told, I'm in love with the thought of, Being in love with you, So I chase these dreams, Even though they're few, I'm in love with the thought of, Being in love with you, I don't want to wake up, Till my dreams come true, I'm in love, with the thought of love, I'm in love, with the thought of love, I'm in love, with the thought of love, I'm in love, with the thought of love,
6.
Oh lord won't you guide me home, Guide me home where the old oaks grow, Oh lord won't you help me see, Help me see demons locked below, Got some, things to learn Got some, things to learn See I wanted her love, at a time when I couldn't even love myself, That got me to thinking, how could I desire that from someone else, And being rejected, it made me accept it, I believe in love, but I'm still a skeptic, Inwards I inspected, the heart I selected, And Took it upon myself to perfect it, And no I ain't coming home, till my feet are worn and the Blister they burn Oh lord I ain't coming home, till I find my heart and the Lessons are learned I got some things to learn, some things to learn about love I got some things to learn, some things to learn about love I got some things to learn, some things to learn about love I got some things to learn, some things to learn about love I'm not angry anymore, because I made just as many mistakes, I should have been more caring, but now that I know I know its to late, I should have consoled, and looked in your soul, Instead of stoking the fire with more coal, Left you feeling whole, not seeking control, But it's all over and we're left with this hole, And no I ain't coming home, till my feet are worn and the Blister they burn Oh lord I ain't coming home, till I find my heart and the Lessons are learned I got some things to learn, some things to learn about love I got some things to learn, some things to learn about love I got some things to learn, some things to learn about love I got some things to learn, some things to learn about love Oh lord won't you guide me home, Guide me home where the old oaks grow, Oh lord won't you help me see, Help me see demons locked below, Got some, things to learn Got some, things to learn I got some things to learn, some things to learn about love I got some things to learn, some things to learn about love I got some things to learn, some things to learn about love I got some things to learn, some things to learn about love
7.
I don't know much, about your smile, It's warm enough, I'd like to stay a while, And your eyes, when they light up the night, They put me at ease, make me feel alright, Sing it out! Love will you follow? You were here yesterday, gone tomorrow, Sing it out! Love will you follow? You were here yesterday, gone tomorrow, This time, will you stay? Oh this time, will you stay? This time, will you stay? We know the same, and I don't know much, But this feeling is, more than a touch, And you got wit that, compares to no other, I'm on my knees, will you be my lover? Sing it out! Love will you follow? You were here yesterday, gone tomorrow, Sing it out! Love will you follow? You were here yesterday, gone tomorrow, This time, will you stay? Oh this time, will you stay? This time, will you stay? Sing it out! Love will you follow? You were here yesterday, gone tomorrow, Sing it out! Love will you follow? You were here yesterday, gone tomorrow, This time, will you stay? Oh this time, will you stay? This time, will you stay? Oh this time you're here to stay.
8.

about

Dearest Reader,

I write a lot, and if you read a lot, thank you from the bottom of my heart.

Find Your Home is a concept EP, and the first project released under my solo singer-songwriter alias "Wildfyre". The stories contained within are universal, and it's interpretation is for you to decide - but I will tell those of you who wish, what these songs mean to me. For me this project tells the story of how I came to love myself, as an equal, with the world around me.

It deals with themes of love, loss, depression, anxiety, addiction, recovery, and triumph. As I wrote the songs contained within, I spent a lot of time reflecting on solutions to the problems that the above themes posed in my life. The songs aren't just complaints about life, they are accounts of how I overcame my own issues. These accounts are NOT my way of saying "this is THE way to deal with this", but more along the lines of "this is how I PERSONALLY overcame this". I know your journey will be different, but just as rich as mine, that fact alone makes me cherish life all the more.

I hope that you can find some sort of deeper connection with the music within this project. If you found this music while you were hurting, I hope it can provide solace or healing; if you found this while you were happy or in love, I hope it can provide fuel for you to continue to feel that way.

I fell in love with music, when it became one of my only friends as a child. Late into school nights, I'd listen to artists pour their hearts out, and escape the reality of harsh words and classroom bullies. I knew then, that when I die - if my songs could give someone else chills, or the fuel they used to light a fire that might inspire the next generation, I would die happier than I could have ever hoped. Luckily time is on my side, and there are so many more "Wildfyre" projects that I have in the works!

As is tradition, I have rambled on and on, if you do listen to this EP thank you a thousand fold. There are hundreds of hours poured into this project, I just hope you'll find something of value from the precious minutes that work has created. If you got it for free, all I ask is that you consider passing it along to a friend.

There is a philosopher in each of us.

Wishing you the best - on this, and every, day of your life.

Sincerely,
John C. Cribbs

P.S. I would like to apologize that the audio files included are not "pure" lossless files, even though they are .wav files. The original lossless project, that each of these songs were mastered from, has been lost. My old hardrive was corrupted, and I was only able to salvage 320 bit .mp3 files. They have been converted to .wav for uploading reasons.

P.P.S. Donations are greatly appreciated. Also, I'm not asking for an email address, because I know how many people hand out fake email addresses. If you want to be a part of my email list, or if you want to start a dialogue with me, send an email here:
official.wildfyre.music@gmail.com

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released October 18, 2019

A special thanks to the friends who lent me their strength throughout the making of this EP, and to everyone who helped in ways I was to naive to see.

Art: Mr. H of "Murals and More"
Lyrics: John C. Cribbs
Composition: John C. Cribbs
Recording: John C. Cribbs
Mastering: John C. Cribbs
Performances (all): John C. Cribbs

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Wildfyre Orlando, Florida

A dark, yet hopeful, blend of Acoustic and Electric. Emotionally charged, intimate, bringing a passion for life with it. All songs are written, produced, and promoted in house; you can catch me regularly performing in the Central Florida area.

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